Why?

"why can't some people accept that they, too, make mistakes? why can't they pause or stop for a while and ask 'why?' why is it too easy for them to see the faults of others when they, too, are not faultless?"

lately, i have been so puzzled by a lot of things. i kept on asking myself so many "why's". i came to a conclusion that may be there were so many things in life that i had decided on so hastily, and i am only suffering the consequences now. i hate it when some people are too boastful about themselves, feeling clean and innocent, when in fact they aren't. how can some of them be so insensitive of how and what you feel. i am a person who isn't difficult to deal with. i definitely know where to place myself in certain situation or occasion. i know how to read people's actions and/or emotions. but i hope they, too, will do the same.

i am not saying i am perfect. i too have my own flaws, my own limitations, but i claim them. i don't brag about who i am, and i don't demand for what i need. i just need understanding. i have understood you for a long while. all the things, all of you, including who you are and where you have come from. but there is always an end to everything. what i sow, i will harvest; what you have given, i will give back. i don't deserve them anymore, and i am tired already. only selfless love can endure this impediment, and i admit i don't have such love. this is the end, i give up!