today when i entered my office to start the regular day of work, my gaze was nailed on the wall where a cardboard with "Today's Advice" was posted. my eyes were stuck on an advice that says, "Never take action when you're angry". i paused for a while and looked back on what had happened for the past few days. it was indeed a time of turmoil; long days of enduring the battle had been quite tiring and exhausting, but here i am still facing the same issue. i know i had been so disturbed lately, was angry, hateful, spiteful, and perhaps vengeful. not until everything is settled, these same feelings will linger.
and so i told myself, if i continue to be at this poor state, i will always end up pitying myself . no one has the capacity to help me, but me alone. i could only get up from where i had fallen down if i will have the courage to pick up the shattered pieces of myself and glue them together... piece by piece to make them whole again.
in due time, everything will be in the right place... in due time. for the mean time, things must be settled, in any way possible. and i will start now!
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